My Poeeeeeemaaa

After a long time of working on it.. this is its' public debut I guess one could say.... 


My Rhyming is a Crime

Is that your face peeking though my head?

Are you the one who comes to my windows unsaid?

Just because they whisper doesn’t mean you can play this scheme.

Are you aware that you are haunting my vision, my thoughts, my dreams?

 This stress and strain that has burdened my brain it’s driving me insane!

 But I’m not much for rhyming, what a shame.

Let me break it down to simplify this game.

Trapped and twisted, turned and restrained 

This is the resisted my eyes cannot name

Touched, pulled, pushed, tamed?

Nothing can break this hold that you claim.

Words that taunt and tease this flame

Even though your closed mouth remains

I cannot put you to blame for this name that stays, not entirely

Because still I beckon and plead for more of the same

Conditioned to your hand, beaten by words that stain

Temporary as life for I know your love I will never gain. 

Now I'm not going to become one of those silly emo girls or I think the new fad is being a hipster and secretly being a tortured soul.. oooh... nope. It just described one of the ways I felt (strongly I may add) over the summer. And it was a pretty serious feeling because I haven't written poetry since like middle school when I was really trying to sing the blues (riiiiiiiight). But hopefully it isn't too terrible. 

I really need to remedy my sleeping habits.. 

Let us build this world of our imagination together.... :)
Love you to the moon and back <3

Princess Mononoke and Night Raid 1931

Wow it has been so long since I have posted and that really blows "/ 
Well I have watched a little anime since then. I have seen a couple of episodes of Night Raid 1931 which is pretty good and an interesting plot line about this secret military group from the Japanese Imperial Army that was sent to China after the whole WW1 affair. Only problem is that I have been so preoccupied lately that I haven't been able to correctly pay attention to this anime mainly because the plot is a little bit more than just a high school drama. But I would recommend it anyway :) 
The second is Princess Mononoke. Now I did pay attention to this movie and an excellent one I must say. It is something that every anime lover should watch out there because 1. it is a pretty old but good movie and 2. it is by miyazaki, 'nough said. However I did get quite annoyed with that kid just letting the forest be destroyed. But it is basically about a young man's journey to reverse this curse that was placed on him by a demon. He runs into this place called Iron Town and they use the iron from the ground in the forests and the spirits of the forests don't like it obviously. He also befriends the human girl who runs with the wolf spirit clan to help him find the spirit that would remove the curse. In between there is this fighting going on between the forest spirits and the townspeople and some of the government. The guy gets involved and doesn't really choose a side he says they all need to get along. I won't ruin the end so I recommend watching it. You can tell it is an older movie by the animation but it is still good, I can't believe how long it has taken me to actually watch it lol.