Because I want to touch you. I want to kiss you. SO BAD. I can't even get you out of my head for a day. I don't really know what changed but my nerve to be who I truly am and accept the feelings that fill my head. Maybe it'll pass... but it has been about 3 months now and nothing has changed yet. I wish I could just come out and say it but unfortunately obstacles are standing in the way. But I also don't want to change how I feel. I just want you.
I dream of falling in love, but truly and not just for the novelty. I may fall fast but I don't settle. Maybe I'm weird and my head is filled with self-centered ideas about my own world. Maybe I need to think of others more, or get more in tune with the world. But I already help people, in fact I love to do it. I will do anything for anyone (well reasonably) if they needed something. My head creates stories that are like a movie playing through my eyes and it is never the same story, even the music in the background that I play through my phone... everything has it's own memory and attachment to something. This is how I create my life and form it to what I want it to be. Maybe it is hypocritical to say seize your life and do what YOU want to do with it, but sometimes life gets complicated and you just can't. But there is one thing that will never change: your mind. It is yours, and yours alone to create anything you want and never change that for anyone. :)
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